In 2 DAYS Belle will be 1!!! How crazy is that? This year has gone by so fast. Gavin will be 3 in a less than 3 weeks. Im attempting to pull off probably the most mismatched combination birthday party ever... its a Belle-erina/ Spider Gavin party. We'll see how it goes. I have so many things going on in my head, its hard to organize them into complete sentences. I'll try to just spout out some thoughts as they come to mind, like thought bubbles. Work is very stressful. Its hard being away from my kids so much. Adam and I get have been getting one day every other week off together and its Sundays. Its been very hard to go to church when I know that will be our only "family day" for another 2 two weeks. I feel stuck doing something I love in an environment that is detrimental to my sanity. I'm thinking about going back to school. Im struggling with parenting a (almost) 3 year old. It seems he is so well behaved with everyone but me. I can't seem to find a tec